I felt a stirring inside me on Sunday. It felt unusual. An electric static in me. Motivation emerged.
I started cleaning my house, even though it's really not that dirty or disorganized. I've been cleaning it ever since.
I finally washed the dirty uniform of his that has been sitting around since his last day of work on shore.
I moved back over to my side of the bed and cleaned off his night stand.
I bought a whole new outfit to wear when I go pick him up at the airport.
Planning. So much planning to do. Everything will now have to be done in advance. No time can be wasted.
I definitely need to go shopping and get food he will actually eat.
I dusted off his xbox controllers.
Washed the car and cleaned it out.
Scanned all my old school essays and uploaded them to the cloud.
Implemented a new activity plan for my day care.
Took a message for him. His first message in eight months.
I can't believe this is finally happening. I am so happy!