Ever have a night where you do more dreaming than sleeping? Last night was one of those nights for me. I can't remember all the details, and I'm not sure I want to, because I was really hot into it, if you know what I mean. I'm a married woman and I love my husband, but this was all about somebody else and sneaking around and getting away with it.
My subconscious has no moral code. Apparently.
To be perfectly honest, I rather enjoyed the experience. I'd much rather wake up with a bunch of happy hormones racing through my body than wake up with Cortisol. No thank you, no racing heart for me. I'd rather not sweat like a pig and wake up crying.
Ever have dreams about people who are really mean to you in real life? Or about people who just don't know how to show they care about you? That's me last night. This guy wasn't all that interesting in person but in the world of night he turned into a completely different creature. I am pretty sure my subconscious turned him into my ideal version of him. There was a complete personality change. Basically he was just my husband in a different body. My husband's a sweetheart and completely adorable.
So now I'm sitting here imagining that it was my husband. I can totally see my husband doing something like that; dressing up and pretending to be someone else, just so he could "sneak around" with me.
I wish all my dreams were that good.
The Bad Girl Within
Reviewed by Samantha Jayne Frost
on
October 27, 2018
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